| | "You just annoy me way too much. I don't want to talk to you anymore!"
When you try to tolerate people, you just end up hurting yourself and
the other person (I.E. quote at the top). I tried so hard to get along
with someone because I thought we could be great friends on day. It
like all happened all so fast, and that person started tossing the word
"best friend" around. I tried so hard to just smile and ignore anything
that bothered me. Well, I failed and finally blew up at that person
today. I know that I could have handle it a whole lot better, but
that's in the past now. I said what I meant, and I meant what I said.
Sure, I could have said it in a more sympathetic manner and been a
little less harsh, but that's what happens when you're raised with a
family who is always fighting/arguing. I've taken anger management
twice, but it obviously is not working for me. Am I going to apologize
to that person? In all honesty, I'm not sure if I want to...
I am super stressed out, and I don't know what to do with myself. I've
become this study/work monster all of a sudden, and I'm sure it's
scaring some people. Everyone thinks I'm this happy, chilled out person
who doesn't give a damn about what happens with my future. Well, I do
actually. I'm going to college. I want to have a successful career. I
make good grades in school now although I don't seem like the type of
person who would. It's the truth though. I have the report cards to
prove it. Anyways, there's a shitload of projects due this week and
then next week is finals. I'll be so glad when it's all over, and I can
just sit back and chill for Christmas break.
Good luck with your finals everyone!
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| | Posted 12/8/2005 7:40 PM - 7 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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